No, I was not holding Evelyn. Thank goodness. The thought of falling down the stairs with her gives me nightmares.
Because of the heavy duty pain meds I'm on I cannot nurse her right now. I'm super sad about it.
I am not allowed to lift anything, so I can't pick Evie up at all. This made me cry.
So, my mom picks her up and hands her to me and I get to feed her bottles. It's not as good, but it's something. This will be my life for about a month.
I miss my baby girl.